I'm sitting here staring at my beautiful, growing son and realizing how happy I am. I never thought I would be a mommy, let alone so happy being one. Before I met my husband I swore I would never have kids. I was afraid of SO much! Most of all being a horrible selfish parent. I was afraid that i would never overcome issues, insecurities, and unhappiness and that it would be a horrible to make a decision to have kids under those circumstances. 

When I met my husband he made me the happiest I've ever been and showed me what love was, and things I can over come and be. He gave me faith in myself, in life and now my wonderful adorable son. Together they have made me so happy and proved me wrong. I am already a better mommy than I thought I could ever be and its only the beginning. I have no doubt that I will keep proving me self wrong and continue to be a great mommy. I already know that Ive over-come my selfishness because my priority in every situation is my son and it will be forever.